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    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>有一孟维实在不住被猜疑被挑剔的委屈还是和他吵了一架发泄是发泄了可当晚跑自家躺在还是难过到了极致闷在被子里失声哭

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    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>那是他这些子以来觉得最灰暗的一仿佛所有努都会瞬间被击得粉碎前路也一子断在脚

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    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>看不到光明的未来他感到无助和彷徨

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    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>可是老的一通聊家常的电话又让他瞬间想起一件事除夕那欧隽坤在他耳边说过的话无比清晰：&ldqu;而我却只有你&rdqu;

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    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>他依然记得欧隽坤脉脉、望着他的样子那样的让心疼那样的让确信欧隽坤的眼里除了他便再也装不任何一一草而窗外的绚烂绽放的烟欢乐汇聚的海也与他豪不相

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    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>那是对一生一世的望那是对携手相伴的期许

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    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>这条灿烂又曲折的道路是自己走的这个坚强又脆弱的也是他自己选的他一直是个胆鬼从来不敢轻易给别什幺郑重的承诺然而和欧隽坤有过太多的约定他们之间的羁绊是那样、那样沉哪怕现在就彻底离开这个浑颓废的概内的一半的灵也会即刻枯

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    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>他想到了年初和欧隽坤坐在开往佛罗伦萨的火车背诵过的《托斯卡纳的》相约要做彼此光的两牵手走在都灵冬细雨中的圣卡罗广场的依偎在一起的两

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    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>在生的道路一个成年每做一个决定都要对这个决定负责对自己负责不可以后悔不可以倒退不怨不

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    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>一个的是这世界最不堪一击的存在可是他的神却有着无穷无尽的量

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    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>咬牙扛过去并没什幺不了的

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    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>既然说好了不可以放手再苦再累也不能放手

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    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>那是他光毕生幸运才可遇见的他曾经那样美好那样温柔又那样强

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    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>怎幺可以怎幺可以抛他就这样一走了之？

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    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>怎幺可以怎幺可以就这样看着他被那片乌云带走？

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    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>只是他怎幺也没有料到欧隽坤后来打的赶来愣是在他家门裹着枯坐了半宿

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    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>那个一直以英俊潇洒示的欧隽坤那个有着一最美羽的鸟先生此时此刻却不修边幅地坐在他家门只是为了恳请他的原谅本不敢敲他的家门怕这扇门永远地关他忧伤而内疚地说着：&ldqu;我知道我伤了你的心可我不是故意的我宁愿也不想那样对你可我就是没办法我控制不了自己孟维我不求你原谅我我只求你不要对我不理不睬&rdqu;

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    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>孟维被他得有些不知该如何是好了叹了把他拉家里带他洗了把脸又将剃须刀递给他

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    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>对着镜子里面貌又焕然一新的欧隽坤他摇摇笑道：&ldqu;你刚才那个样子就像那只狗&rdqu;

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    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>欧隽坤半知半解地望向他

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    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>&ldqu;一只狗坐在门两眼黑溜溜想骨&rdqu;

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    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>那是他们重新面对旧病复发后第一次会心地笑

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    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>孟维也给Alex<span style=fnt-family:宋;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;Times New Rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:

    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>的facebk<span style=fnt-family:宋;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;Times New Rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:

    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>留言告诉他欧隽坤的近况以及自己所承的压和苦而Alex<span style=fnt-family:宋;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;Times New Rman&qut;;ms-hansi-fnt-family:

    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>的复也将&ldqu;家属互助组&rdqu;的提议再次放桌面来这些烦恼他不方便和边的朋友讲只有面对特定的群才能敞开心扉互相鼓励

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    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>而压和疲劳会助长这只黑狗的躯让他恣意长所以孟维吩咐张凡在司的时候多多提醒欧隽坤工作的事只要量而行傍晚时则由自己去司自接他来不是很重要的应酬则以疲劳为由一概推掉

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    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>周末的时候和他去园爬山去江边跑步去球馆打球雨的时候则一起在家做饼、烤披萨虽然欧隽坤积极参加这些活动可奈何病不稳定有时候很配有时候又十分懈怠好在趋势一直在转好欧隽坤慢慢地能一点一点地坚持来了

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    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>孟维又重新恢复了鸟先生和土拨鼠先生的漫画一一张四格记录康复期的每一

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    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>欧隽坤则收到孟维送的笔记本用孟维教给他的方式据自己每的心和状态画-5<span style=fnt-family:宋;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;Times New Rman&qut;;

    ms-hansi-fnt-family:&qut;Times New Rman&qut;>个土拨鼠先生的简笔画笑脸

    5<span style=fnt-family:宋;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;Times New Rman&qut;;

    ms-hansi-fnt-family:&qut;Times New Rman&qut;>个笑眯眼的土拨鼠先生代表着&ldqu;特别高兴&rdqu;空白的那一页则表示&ldqu;我很难过&rdqu;

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    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>最开始的那段子笔记本的笑脸数量时有起伏可当子一过去从走到夏5<span style=fnt-family:宋;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;Times New Rman&qut;;

    ms-hansi-fnt-family:&qut;Times New Rman&qut;>个笑脸越来越多的时候孟维终于对着被没有绘画赋的某那手残的微笑作品笑到眼眶：&ldqu;欧隽坤我们做到了欧隽坤你真棒！&rdqu;

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    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>两抱在一起腻歪着蹭来蹭去一会笑一会哭像两个十足的傻瓜
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